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Ross River
June 4, 1931
Dear Anna
I've been wanting to write to you for such a long time – but just lately I've
been too busy – and then I'm not so much in the mood – just now. Seventeen
days since my sweetheart chugged down the Pelly – and not the remotest rumor
concerning him – since. I do hope he is feeling better and that he is in Dawson – for
I know he must be enjoying it there - if he feels fit enough. The dogs still
gaze down the river and set up a wail in his behalf at intervals – but they
don't know how good they have it! I give them more to eat than Claude did – which
I shouldn't do – for they are much too fat now – but I can't resist doing so – they
always seem so ravenous. I've also been exercising them – one at a time. I
don't know whether it does much good – but anyway it makes me feel better to
know they've been off their chains for a bit.
We've been having bright days since June 1 st – and they certainly are a relief – after
that miserable May. Things are just now beginning to grow. I've spent hours
lately in the flower garden. I want to get everything transplanted as soon
as I can now – because the season is so late – and I want the plants to be
as far advanced as possible – when the boat comes. The mosquitoes are descending
upon us too – and they are a pesky nuisance when at work outdoors – so I must
hurry. The trouble is – Roy dug me so many beds- it will take ages to fill
them all.
There seem to be absolute millions of things to do just now. Really – though
I've been at work morning, noon and night ever since Claude left – I don't
seem to get on so fast as I'd like. I baked bread today – I bake for Roy in
the summertime - so I have to do it as often as ever – even though I am alone.
Roy – and every body else – have been perfectly wonderful to me – they just
don't do enough – and are so considerate and thoughtful. They are always bringing
me a bit of fresh meat – or fish – or rhubarb or something . I certainly do
appreciate it. The Martin children have helped me rake and clean up all around
the house- and it was a big pile – for Claude couldn't do any of it this spring.
I'm still working at it though it looks much better than it did.
Roy fixed up my window boxes and is always doing some little carpenter's job
about the place. He is very good at anything like that – and it certainly is
grand of him. Indeed – we've all been working on the place. Roy says Claude
won't recognize it when he gets back.
I think it's a good thing I'm planning for Honey – really the mere thought
of her coming is inspiration enough for me to really do things I've been wanting
to do for months – some of 'em for years! Even at that – I'll bet I won't be
half ready I know. I'll just keep plugging way and when she comes! Oh! – I
won't care about anything then.
If the boat brings our Honey – and my sweetheart safely back to me – I think – I'll
just about die of happiness – if I don't die of anxiety before. It's funny – but
in this big – free – open country – there is so much to keep me on this one
little spot just now – that I feel for all the world like a caged thing – imprisoned
somewhere – far away from everyone I love. I can fret – or worry - or be optimistic
and cheerful – hopeful or discouraged – and it makes no difference – there
is no answering response. However – it is merely a temporary state – something
has got to happen – in the course of a few weeks – and I trust that good luck
is in store.
Tomorrow is Mamma's birthday! I wonder if she still has her bird – the one
she got on her birthday two years ago – and I wonder if Honey is still with
her – But I just daren't start wondering – it leads to sleepless nights – and
they are all too sleepless now – when it never does get dark and the birds
keep twittering about the place every hour.
I'm not going to tell you anything about what I have done about the place – for
I am too much with it – I'll let Honey give you her first impression – they
will be so much more vivid. I wish though – that my house plants would save
some of their blooms – they are so wonderful now – just perfect – and I'm afraid
they will be over by the time she comes. It is ten o'clock now – (evening) – and
I am sitting by the kitchen window. It is very light – I can see all the kennels
and – for a brief moment – all the ‘boys' are settled. They'll be up and barking
in a moment I am sure. Just a while ago I was (from the window) Frank Etzel
and his boys crossing the river in their boat. The dogs were all excited about
that. Frank landed at his vegetable garden – so I suppose he is going to start
work. Doesn't it seem strange – people mostly work at night up here in the
summer time – it's so much pleasanter. They travel at night too. Billie Atkinson
came
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